| So Junior Year has got its ups and downs.
Grades are definitely down. I seriously don't know why I don't try when I know my current grades won't get me into the college of my choice. Then again I can't even decide what college I really want to go to. The hardest decision is whether I want to stay in state or go out. They both have their perks. I guess I can decide this when I get into the college I apply to, if that even happens. They expect so much out of you this one year. Good SAT and ACT scores, extraciricular activites, good grades, hard classes, and possibly a job or internship. I guess I'll just have to do my best and just wait to see what happens.
Social life has gotten better and worse. I lost some of my friends that I thought would be lifelong friends. Friends with who I was really close to have just kind of moved on and it's time for me to, too. But it's really not as easy as it sounds. It's just really weird not talking to those people on a daily basis or even talking to them at all. Then again, I did make some new friends this year and hopefully these won't be as easily lost as the ones before. I guess only time will tell. (By the way, time's a bitch =))
Well, National College Expedition is tomorrow and I'm really excited. The first one was a blast and hopefully this one will be just as good or even better.
I wish, if only for one day, that we could go back to the good old days. When Myspace and Facebook didn't exist. When Xanga was the thing to do. When school wasn't this bad. When we didn't have 50 things to do a day. When there weren't so many responsibilites placed on us. When I still had my old friends. Just one day. |
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| ahhhhhh
so much stuff to do
no time
ahhhhhh
k im done |
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lifes good
schools going good
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| i really need this
i dunno what to say about life anymore
i swear one moment everything's just great and the next its all hell
mosaic was one of the most amazing experiences i have ever gone through and i can never forget it
that made my summer one crazy summer its indescribable
i realized i would do anything for my participants and this all happened over 6 days...which is crazy
now this past week has just been blah
cuz of jus about everything
from friends...to girlfriend.....to family
im glad i have my friends i can talk to
and im real glad i figured out who i can really count on
the people you really expect to be there for you are never really there when u need them and the people you least expect are
i really hoped we could have talked about it rather then just ending it
but whatever
it happens
maybe it was my fault
guess ill never know
i hate when my cousins come over
they always end up pissing me off...my whole family does
but i know they're not doing it on purpose and they always mean well but w/e
i realized how much my parents really do for me and how badly i treat them and how no matter what they continue to care for me and its jus crazy to think that soon enough ill be in there place
i know i may sound like a nerd
but the best thing thats happened to me this summer is getting my ap score from my ap world exam
after sophmore year ended i really thought my grades were low and i really thought about me ending up in some place like perimeter and i would be crushed if i didnt get accepted into my dream school but this thing really assured me...i realized that if i put my mind to it....i can do it...i heard that all year long from my friends who saw me procrastinating all year and i didnt really believe them but its amazing how true that ended up being cuz i really tried for this exam
schools starting soon
and in some ways i see that as good cuz i can stop thinking about this stuff and get on with my life
well this has been one long entry which i really needed to get alot of stuff out
i always wondered if people would keep up with there xangas and if we could look back on this 10 years from now and realized how we were...but now everyones into myspace and facebook....i am too....but im glad xanga is still here cuz i can jus let everything out
well its 3 and i have to wake up in two hours |
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| "Dear baseball fans: Please excuse the Braves from the playoffs this October. They have to visit their grandmothers, who live a long way from Turner Field, and they can't get back in time for the games that they would lose anyway.
Signed, Mrs. Schuerholz."
"Dear American People: Please excuse my Georgie for starting that crazy war in Iraq. He says he didn't know any better and he was put up to it by those older boys, that Dick Cheney and Donald Rumsfeld. I told Georgie that crowd would get him in trouble, but the boy don't listen too good.
Yours, Barbara Bush" |
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